Monday, November 17, 2008 ♥
During march of 2008,i made a confession to the boy i love so much. He was shocked to hear my confession.Tis confession was made after Vijah b'day party on the 29th of february 2008. I confessed to him by chatting on the MSN. Then,one day,I wanted to have a relationship wif him but we r to act like friend when @ skool.
At first,i couldn't believe that i'm having a relationship wif somebody i love dearly n it was my dream come true.then we did spend time 2gether but not very often. Its is becoz he is keeping tis secret from his family. For me,my mum knew n she actually supports it. I know amazing rite!!! Anyways we just talk on the phone daily,get to know each others favs n stuff like thatwe even know each other weaknesses just by talkin to each othe and actually we dun even tell our weaknesses to each other AT ALL!!!!! So its just by understanding each other that we know them better than just by asking questions.
Soon,we became closer than ever but challanges lies in our path.When we started having tis relationship,most of the other gurls that at first doesn't like him started to like him n 1 of them was my close fwen n the best thing is that him himself know that one of my close fwens hav a crunsh on him so i talked bout that asking whether r there any other gurls then my fwen that likes him. At that time no but as time moves forward there are more but he doesn't know the other. At least i think he desn't know. Ok, first it was the best fwen i told u about then the second one which his my enemy's lil sis the same age as my bf (my bf is not the same age as me)then the third is my fwen since kindergarten. She claims that my bf likes her. I hate her so much!!!!!!!!!
Then after tis n that happened,both me n him wanted to break up.For me its is becoz we are not talking to each other much now n i feel like im bothering himn i can't keep up wif other gurls liking him that is my reason. His reason is that he wants to be alone for a while becoz of wad happened n also he needs some space coz when he has a gf he intends to say the truth of everything even when it will hurt me he actually i'm very lucky to have an honest guy like him n to think that he was mine im will be so happy for the lucky gurl who will be his wife in the future.
So both of us went to our seperate way not regreting our decision but we still keep in contact just that now we r best fwens but i still care for him!!!
listened to the sweet sound @ 12:36 PM
